Due date

Today was Colton's original due date. We remembered him by visiting the hospital where he was delivered, mostly to thank the nurses and staff who were so accommodating for the family and so sympathetic to our situation. It meant so much to both of us to know that Melissa was in good hands throughout the experience.

Being back at the hospital was hard, especially with the thought that today was supposed to be the joyful day when we would meet our son. It is crazy how long ago his delivery seems; I can't really believe that Melissa should have been pregnant this whole time. Part of today was about taking time to think about him, to remind ourselves that he was here, to remember how our family and friends came together in an extraordinary way in a time that was filled with such sadness, and how joy and love was found in the midst.

We made a video that we wanted to post on this day in honor of Colton. The song is "Come to Jesus" by Chris Rice, which we played at Colton's service. Every time it comes on the radio it makes me cry. When I see these pictures I find myself amazed at the miracle that was Colton. He WAS here. His little heart beat and his little legs kicked. He inspired a love that I can't explain. We were uncommonly blessed to have him.

Again, we thank all of you for your continued love and support. We have had many phone calls and messages over the last few days, people who knew what this day was, and others who did not know but just wanted to express their love for us. We could not have gone through this alone, and every gesture is greatly appreciated.